Random Thoughts

M, when she was 2 years old.

Seven years ago, she came into my life. Perfection personified. Little hands and feet, a pouty mouth and a sunny disposition. I never thought I could love so deeply or be so protective of someone, until I saw her. I looked at the little scrap of humanity and instantly made her the centre of my universe. Nothing has changed since then... except I moved away. I hoard her memories, our conversations and our promises in my mind. She is the best mood uplifter that I have. My memories are split into then (when she was a wee one and I was back home) to now (the short trips back home where she is my constant companion) and to hear say - where all the family keeps me updated on her going ons..

Then, I refused to hold her - terrified that I would somehow break her. Until, one day her mom (my S-i-L) plonked her in my arms. As I supported her fragile head, she looked at me with so much trust in her eyes - that I fell more in love with her and hugged her close to my chest, vowing nothing will harm her if I had my way. Now, each time I see her, she rushes into my arms and hugs me tight, giving me the reassurance of being loved unconditionally.

Then, I played with her for hours together. Listened to her incoherent chatter and babbling and trying to decipher what she wanted me to do. Now, I still get to play with her, encourage her love for science and listen to incessant chatter about life and everything in between.

Then, she reminded me of all of us - a little bit of everyone was embodied in her. Now, I cannot see her as anything other than being her own person. She is a delightful loving little girl.

Then, she showed promise of a sharp mind and love for art. Now she has exceeded almost every one's expectation. A sharp mind that loves words, music and movies.. she has all the right genes, indeed ;)

Then, I dreamt of her conquering the world. Now, I know that she will - heck, she rules mine.. the rest is easy :)

My neice. My greatest gift. My sanity. My pride. My joy.

Happy Seventh Birthday, Mau. Hope you have lots of fun ....

Love Always.